I still love you.

I don't know what else to say anymore..... My mind is in a mess.
I can tell that we're gonna lead our lives well, but it's just when it's gonna be.
I'm sorry but I'm really weak. I'm so sorry that I didn't manage to hold on when I said I would. I'm very sorry that my promise has now turned into a lie.

I just can't absorbed this empty feeling everyday.... Even though I can tell that you're trying to change. When I said things have changed, it means about my trust in you. Whether you really meant those words. We all make mistakes, and for that I should embrace your imperfections and accept your everything from the beginning.

But I'm sorry, I failed terribly. But it just tears me up inside when I know I lost my faith in you. I don't want to see you that way, that might turn into contempt.

I don't know how long it would take.... For this feeling to go away. I feel empty, yet heavy at the same time.
And now, I dedicate these songs on my blog, to you.

"You're still a part of everything I do, you're on my heart just like a tattoo. I'll always have you."