Back to square one.

The reason why I got out of the pit that I've fallen into was not because the love was lost.
I got out of before it's all too painful to. It's better, before things grow cold and one day it just ends like that. Without any proper goodbye, and not having the chance to talk to each other again.
Anyway, I guess I was already prepared to embrace whatever that is gonna come by from the start. Whether good or bad.

Learnt quite a lot out of this relationship. And I guess I'm gonna stick to the status quo. Until He decides to let me realize that someone who is for me, who loves and fears Him.
I'm just gonna be an observer now. Not gonna be a participant. Even if I might stumble along the way.

Anyway work was okay, it just that I dread that place because it makes me think a lot. Feb is gonna be busy because I'll be busy working. Oh well.

I'm looking forward to studying again. I have even considered studying some modules on internet or something before school officially starts, hmm.

January droned by. Finally it's over. Bring it on, February.