One of those nights again.

The awkward moment when you forgot someone from your past.
The awkward moment when you discovered a time that you shared with that someone.
The awkward moment when the feeling comes gushing back.
The awkward moment when it suddenly stops halfway, and you realise that he/she seems like a total stranger.
The awkward moment when you realise that you're so caught up on the current life that you have now.
The awkward moment when you know that you can't go back to what it was anymore.
The awkward moment when you realise that you've changed too.
The awkward moment when the feeling of moving forward just pulls ahead.
The awkward moment when you realise that you've sunken into a deep wave of nostalgia.

Nostalgia isn't always good.
It relieves the good and bad memories. And memories are interlinked with the present.
Take this for example.
If you had a bad memory with someone that you still keep in close contact with, it'll naturally turn into a good one.
However, if you had a good memory with someone that you've drifted off, it just makes you sink in that heavy feeling. And it makes you think.
Wondering if things could go back to the way it is. Wondering how the person is doing.
Especially if it's someone whom you know is impossible to get back with.
You'll just have to throw the remaining pieces of memories out of your life.
And for some annoying reason, the negative part of nostalgia stands out. 

I miss the good old people, then and now. And I know that I'm going out with these people during my holidays.
People who can't make time for me are not worth it.
People who can't make time for me, but could for others should be forgotten.
There may be reasons, but for now I'm just saying it as what I see.

Good day tmrw with the best people in my life. Bring on the sun.